I’m not sure if you are aware but I have a fantastic record of being quite dismal. Occasionally, I will look at cheerful people and marvel. I know some people who are particularly dreary have a tendency to wish ill upon there more sunny counterparts but I look at them with awe. The ability to be happy is astounding to me.

Smiling is so unnatural.

I want to be on a regimen of sorts to do things that make me feel happier or at least less morose.

So, I’m going to try to smile more. Even if people suggest that I look like I’m in pain when I do Xp .